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3Jan - Virgo

2012-01-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

VIRGO WOMEN

She is straight forward, reliable and gorgeous to boot. Your Virgo woman just might be perfection; it is after all what she strives for. Trust me when I tell you that when you fall in love with the Virgo Woman, you will fall hard. Are Virgo women hard to get? Sadly friends, it isn’t an act, they are hard to get. The trouble is she seeks perfection in everything. If you are less than that, then leave her alone or watch her as she runs fast away from you.She is analytical and precise. Everything needs to be just so in order for her to be happy and move on. If it isn’t, she is not going anywhere until it is. For all that she discriminates she is also very considerate. She regards all involved before she makes a move. The Virgo woman has an extraordinary eye for detail and will exhaust every avenue, including herself, to make sure things go as planned. Being punctual and reliable is a must for her. She’s particularly fond of routines and lists. She probably has a list of her lists to keep track of them. For all the proficiency, she is fairly reserved and shy. She is uncomfortable with too much attention and perhaps embarrasses easily.

We haven’t scared you off? That’s good because a Virgo woman is worth the work.

You will need to become friends with a Virgo woman before hoping to seduce her. Knowing the quirks of her sign will get you far. Her sign is an intellectual sign which makes her a highly practical person. She is calm, collected and will never display any unreasonable or emotional outbursts in public. Though she is viewed as having little to no emotions, you will be surprised that she has a quick wit and can find humor in most things. Not only does she have a quick wit but empathy toward others you wouldn’t have expected.

Virgos tend to worry too much. So to seduce your Virgo, help her to worry less. Keep things fun and light. Bring laughter, she needs it and sometimes forgets that she can. They don’t generally like off the wall, crazy experiences or large crowds. Keep dates traditional and old fashioned (dinner and theater) until you learn more about her. Virgo women love nature so invite her for a weekend away in the country or hiking in the mountains. Let her see you as the person she can relax with and find freedom from the mind that is always running. Use your time as friends to learn her limits; it will help you make a better partner later.

As much as you may want to, don’t rush her in anything. By now you will see what a gem she truly is and will want to take it to the next level. Let the friendship naturally grow to love, she will let you know when you get there. A Virgo love needs a little time to develop. As in all things, she will analyze every step along the way to make sure its perfection. As a result do be surprised if she seems hesitant and stand-offish. She will seem that way until she’s comfortable with a partner. So when in public, keep displays of affection to a minimum. Wait to show cooing love until you get her home.

The Virgo woman is a particularly loyal person and tends to be traditional in their outlook. Giving pink roses will reach her heart and she will soon want to open up to you. Virgo females want a partner who respects and understands them. She wants someone who is also intellectual and is just as organized as she is. She demands her partner to be not only devoted but reliable and sincere. Let your creativity shine. Wite a poem or paint her a picture. Show her that you want her and that she is of high value to you. She will in turn do the same. She also places very high value on her relationships and the sex she has in it. She likes to keep her sex life private and behind closed doors.

Once a Virgo woman falls for you, you will never choose to leave. She will devote herself entirely to you and will make you feel as if you were only one ever. It is then when you see just how special she is. You will see the true measure of her strength and femininity which is superior even to that of the Aries woman. It is here where the time and effort you put into courting your Virgo pays off. You will have no doubt she wants to love you and she will have no problem showing you all the ways she wants to. Behind closed doors with your Virgo, you will understand the term “let the games begin”.

To keep her, understand that is that she is always “on.” Even if she isn’t at work or home, her mind is always racing. This is a woman that you may have to force her to relax. As a perfectionist she is always thinking of ways to improve things or critique her most recent activities. She will need someone to know when she near her limit and has to recharge. That said she hates wasting time or sitting still. Be creative in your down time with her. If you can figure out how to accomplish something while “relaxing” then she may never want to let you go.

She is a rather strong woman, stable and confident. Virgo women will seem dreary and reserved but they simply are very careful with choosing the friends and lovers they spend their lives with. Their attitude towards life and love are quite practical. She needs no fuss, just plain honesty and sincerity. When she loves it is fully, honestly and passionately. You will never want for anything with your Virgo woman. Your house will be a home and your love will always be returned. Consider yourself warned though, let her and she will give you Heaven on Earth.

How Virgo am i (:

1Jan - New Year!

2012-01-01T15:59:00.006+08:00

HELLO~ HAPPY 2012 everyone..

it is a new year, with a new start.. remove your clutter in life and have a great year ahead!! don't ever think of the past anymore. it is the past, it might be a memories but it won't make you happy.. so why cling on it and make yourself so unhappy right? give yourself time to forget and forgive. this will make your life much more wonderful. for happy memories, you can choose to let them stay but don't compare with currently because sometimes it just won't be the same.

although i like 2011 because there is 11-11-11 or 20-11-2011. it look like so nice but perhaps, that year isn't really that interesting. there are ups and downs. cried and laugh before. although it doesn't seem really bad to me but i still wish that 2012 will be better than 2011. because what ever in the past cannot be amended and what ever for the future will be looking at how you going to make it worthwhile.

do whatever that doesn't make you regret and live with it. take whatever risk that you think is worth for you to do so. get the chance to tell people around you that you cherish them alot, give them enough time to spend with you no matter how busy you are. get yourself a partner(if possible) if you are single to reduce your loneliness or whatever it takes to go for who you are.

whatever you are going to do for coming year ahead, go for your own will and don't ever look back. this time round, for those who didn't participate in my life, come'on i am still waiting and for those who really didn't want to participate, bye is all i can say, i hope that whoever stay will continue to stay even longer(:

i believe that people who are meant in your life will eventually always be there no matter what because they will be those who will cherish you no matter what had happen!

lastly ! HAPPY 2012 again. =D LOVES x3

30Nov

2011-11-30T17:28:00.002+08:00

Hello.. i am back after so long.

i think this little space is like so damn rot can! wonder if there are still people come in and read man ! haha!

Well, Time flies, it is another sem with new kind of workload and stress.. This is my 6th week for school and cool~ i think i am going crazy soon, i haven't study at all. knew what! next week, there are 3exam and the next next week got another few more and lead to holiday afterward.

And that holiday (2week) is not going any better because project is all coming up !! fml -.-"

well, i guess i should go off and finish up my comm skill and at least touch on some topic for exam.. i don't wanna stay for 4.1 =x no no no no~ okay i shall blog again next time. goodbye~

7Oct - be yourself

2011-10-07T16:32:00.002+08:00

我不會愛上你是因為你是我的好友，一旦我愛上你卻又失戀了，我可能就會失去你了.

i found this so meaningful! is like saying, never fall in love with your good friend. unless you know and you are pretty sure you can last forever!

once everything over, it might take away the good friend position and become stranger once again.

it will never be the same anymore, so if you are pretty sure that he/she is the one, take the risk !

somehow, there is alot of people saying, is best to fall for your best friend because he/she is the one who understand you the most! which mean less quarrel, less argument in the future, but being friend and going together is somehow different.. even if you are together with your best friend, so what about others friends that two of you actually hang out with, you can't let them be the lightbulb nor throwing them aside, how would you deal it?

especially when your other partner are people who bond well with opposite sex, would you really want him/her to give up on her popularity among their other opposite sex friend and be together with you? if you think that u can change her/him, in fact! you are just being too selfish!

sometime i really think that, having a partner is just so troublesome! HAHA shit! i bet i might become old lonely women next time when i grow old! oh man! i should distort this thinking! -.-"

you are always the best!

2011-09-18T21:31:00.003+08:00

HELLO I AM BACK!!!!

quite a long time since i last blogged! so much thing had happen recently...

happy and sad stuff!!

well, yesterday i went to airport to see jasmine off. ): really damn sad! she will be going there for around 1year plus and might decide if she is going to stay there forever. ):

although is a good experience for her to be independent but really unbearable to stop seeing her anymore, no more nice food together and all.. it is really very sudden news.. well, all the best to her over new zealand ! i shall use skype often ! then i can skype with her and all.. (now then i know how useful is skype).. shall stalk her very often for her news over there too.. hope time will flies fast!!

okay, i shall also meet up with people i seldom meet up with, this holiday should not be a waste for me ahh.. if not really very pathetic! i still got camp and all.. currently no work, only driving lesson! hopefully i can pass sia! if not heart pain!! few thousand leh! not cheap though~

even holiday also not having enough sleep!! die like shit! everyday watching show, going out, playing iphone games~ it can really be addicted toward it sia. omg!! ugrhhs~ well, i think i shall stop here.. i will try to post as much as possible! fighting~

2August - Short post

2011-08-02T20:55:00.004+08:00

HELLO BLOG!!!!

LONG TIME NO SEE~ HOW ARE YOU??

i am just dropping by a WHILE only.. tsk!! my blog so rot, so so rot..

i promise i will try to blog soon okay, pretty much things are lining behind this for me to be done~ patience

put some pic for you to view teehee~

26June - it is for people who have nothing better to do

2011-06-26T17:53:00.004+08:00

Omg! i seems like not so active in my blog~

i have not been blogging since a few weeks/month, but i didn't know why am i so busy even when i am having a term break now and is going to end after today! i guess projects and all are giving me lots of headache. i am having term break but it doesn't seem like a break but project week -.-"

i have been heading to school at least a week through out my 2weeks of break. how hardworking am i. the most headache is all about java! i have screwed up once! i don't wanna screw up again because of java! i scare i put wrong thing and made everything become messy again. -.-" how timid am i huh. LOLS

have been going out too, either i am heading to school, and after that go out with friend, my life is like so bored! LOLS nothing interesting really happen, BOOO my life! well, packed my room just now, is like HAPPY only can! haven't been so neat since school started. have been throwing my things around.. it is like finally. LOLS. but it is still somehow not so neat when there are book lying around the drawer and cupboards. such a nerd!

well, i shall end here

16April - Tell me, who do you love right now (:

2011-04-16T23:35:00.004+08:00

it has been long since i last update.. (quite long) till i almost forget how should i phrase my sentence..

okay, this few week, i am busy (quite busy actually) with packed schedule of working, driving, outing and etc.. because holiday going to end like soon. another 1week left to enjoy! short like a falling star.. after school start, i don't know if i would be able to manage my time properly due to part-time work, bit ig and especially tutorial gonna start soon too. trust myself, i guess i should be able to handle it..

i wanna work to release all my time spend at home, got bored easily at home after 1day of rotting. anyway i guess it would better if i would work and earn some income for my own expenses(:

furthermore, free money coming in too. i got to earn myself a ten thousand, hundred thousand and more (if i can) then maybe i should consider about my future(as in marry) teehee!

anyway, did i mention before i wanted to married at the age of 23, but due to some issues, i don't think by the age of 23, i would be marry away.. so i shall wait more longer(: plus it is like quite young to marry at that age, maybe i shall wait for age of 27 and above? okay, shall change it.

well, recently fond in shopping online! things sold online is seriously much more cheaper than actual price sold out there in the street. & i seriously can't recall when i start to learn how to shop online.. but i love online shopping because i have not been trick before (by losing mail) but i think i shall reduce the amount of transaction between my account and seller's account..

okay, i think i shall stop. hopefully would be easy to get to sleep tonight, recently got difficulty to sleep ): don't understand why -.- tsk. pray hard~

27March- outing with working clique

2011-03-27T23:29:00.005+08:00

I GOT A SHOCK!!!!!

(from nuffnang advertisement)

i thought what kind of advertisement is that, however when i click in and browse others web page, i hear something goes

BE HAPPY OHHHH~ BE HAPPY~~ (with melody)

i think is bossini theme song?

LAUGHS OUT LOUD!! Ahahah

click in and hear if u happen to see! because when i refresh, it is gone =x ! weird.

okayy, just came back not long ago from bugis, went out to movie with 8people (Shing, june, zc, zt, yt, wc, sw, jeremy)

we watched my ex2!! (not scary one) but seriously funny.... especially when zt make the batman eye using the popcorn paper!! i think he think by doing this, he won't get scared of the movie because he can shift his eye anywhere he want to block out the ghost!(if very scary) hahas!

after movie, eat zi cha and crap around.. next, we had durian session.. poor shing because she dislike the smell of the durian and she have to company us and eat mao shang wang. the durian is damn nice la~!

after that, we went to take photo and home sweet home!

24march - shopping day (:

2011-03-23T23:55:00.005+08:00

Today went out with shingyee and june! happy shopping with them... although i didn't bought much things but we had lots of funs! i am late today as well as shingyee and june.. we went to cine for hongkong cafe in the first place but what! we didn't know it is under renovation, therefore we went to the nearby hongkong cafe that is located at ion.. we walked all the way from somerset to orchard mrt, probably a few meters away..

well, i get to eat my favorite half boiled egg and also porridge, plus some dessert and fried wantons till my stomach damn pain!! like disaster running around inside my stomach, so i went off to nearby toilet! it is like quite a distance from hongkong cafe to the nearby toilet.. -.-" after lunch, went off to shopping session with them.. although we are not the first time to hang out like this, but this is like the first time we went shopping together..

after shopping from far east to ion, then dined kfc at taka, before we went to kfc, we walked into the face shop, and i am there to try out on their nail polish, however when we settled and want to pay, there is this sale person who actually wants to promote their items near the counter. after hearing and testing, i felt not to buy still, but this girl told me that this product are like so amazing with all sort of good quality to face comment(blalala who will say their item suck right?) coming out from her, well then she grabbed one and tap the barcode infront of me! without my acknowledgement, so i was like, fine! anything.. just pay the additional 14bucks and off the counter. well, seriously i detest this action of hers.. it is like forcing consumer to buy.. -.-" whatever! i am not going back to this face shop again to patronize anymore.. hopefully this product that she mentions would do much good to my face, as she told me that "don't worry, it won't break out one"! =x

after dinner, we went home sweet home..

alright, what happen in the previous post was actually come kind of venting, i get to hear what i want to hear earlier (:.. i am so peace now, i am not angry anymore, although it might sound like an excuse to my heart, but well at least he did his best to tell me and let me know!?

anyway don't worry, i am not going back still, because the way he treat me is still so much different than few months back! i know i am so greedy, i want something special!! i know everyone want me to look forward and don't look back anymore, however we are human, we are made of fresh blood! how can we say forget means forget? we need some courage to do so, isn't it?

20March - you are no longer the one!

2011-03-20T22:45:00.005+08:00

i am so glad that i see him, it is like so long after every single things happen, and finally i get to saw him, i thought there might be some chances for us to get back to where we really are, but unfortunately nopes, not at all. we are still no longer the same as before.

i treat him good, because i like him still, although i know i might sound rude to him, but what.. this is me! i told him things that is out from a friend concern but i get no reply at all. what is this? tell me! my friends told me that, it is a waste of time, but i willing to try again, i thought that there might have some spark again between us, ended up. dissappointment is what i got after all.

not sure if u are going to read it anot, it is not my business anymore. do you know the feeling of getting no reply from people you actually concern? i doubt so, and now finally, i willing to let go, i can't find any excuse to a flirt person anylonger. this is my extend! i am really really tired of remember things that happened long before seriously.

and i would want to let you know that, i would no longer concern about you anymore. i mean even we meet again or saw others on the street again, i would just treat you like a normal friend to me, i would not message you first anymore unless you would really want to message me at your own will. it is now your own business. so mind your own business please.

and last! stop asking about her infront of me! if you like her, go woo her again la! stop lying to yourself la hor. =x

20March - Late post again..

2011-03-20T22:13:00.004+08:00

Our kite(:

Kite on the water (:

see how many people were there!!

Credit to jasmine and phuishin (:

The Pig! (excluding me) =D

This is the ugly photo i mention at the last few paragraph

So many things happen during these few week..

there are complicated, messy, weird, funny, lame, interesting... all sort of nonsense.

let me start from wed!

went out with sy, june and some others IT fair peeps for a movie night and kbox session =D, i love kbox!! now i feel like going again! i fond for singing! hahas. movie on little red riding hood, we gonna plan another outing soon!! better be fast because i scare my ex 2, no more available on screen. next we go aston for dinner.. awesome laughs and joke all over the foodcourt(: hahas

follow up on friday!

went for my second e-trail session, after that went to NEX for movie with danny, jon, ade and jas (: dinner on danny this time too. hahas! watched battle L.A (is something about alien, army). not that bad la, just that the camera for the front part is very shaky, make me feel so dizzy in the first place..

follow by sat!

went out for kite flying session, before i reach marina barrage, i went to look for sianying awhile to pass her things, then rush down, before that.. it is raining.. abit worry how to fly kite with that kind of weather. hahs! after that went to meet them, chat alot of funny stuff! the weirdest things is that, we only manage to fly 10min of kite, as when the time we fly, we are caged together with 5others kite! nice one! hahas. after that we crap alot of stupid things regarding pig!! very funny la~ next we go to esplanade to slack and play monopoly deal. also, to take picture and see picture, i got one very ugly photo also!! hahas. okay that are really funny. we laugh throughout the conservation! more outing more outing =DD

okay i guess, i shall end here.. (: got to post another post regarding my own things later if possible. (:

6March - Leo-Virgo

2011-03-06T20:31:00.001+08:00

01. Leo/Virgo cusp people have the vitality and ambition to be successful in their creative endeavors and are industrious and efficient when working for a good cause.

02. The Virgin reflects the qualities of a virgin, rather than the definition: Virgos and Virgo cusps tend to be shy and somewhat nervous, and they may be undemonstrative.

03. The Leo/Virgo is a curious mixture of introverted and extroverted tendencies, modesty and flamboyance, and a capacity to see both the largest and the smallest picture in every situation.

04. Leo/Virgos are good businesspeople because of their methodical attention to detail and their ability to stick with a practical and organized routine. They are good organizers, and they tend to be popular, even inspiring.

05. Leo/Virgo cusps are gregarious and social, fun-loving and live life with enthusiasm.

06. The natural leadership of these people and their administrative prowess help ensure that their projects are successful.

07. Leo/Virgos enjoy exploring subjects or interests deeply.

08. They are very good at understanding the deeper meaning of what others say.

09. They rely on logic rather than emotion to make their decisions. They are reliable, practical and diligent, but they can sometimes seem picky or overcritical to those who aren’t as discriminating as they are.

10. Leo/Virgos are decisive and direct, optimistic that they will succeed. Sometimes they exaggerate problems and overreact to stumbling blocks, but generally they are positive and their natural pride and stubborn streak keeps them from giving up.

11. Their warmhearted and outgoing personalities are fiery and abundant. They are cheerful and self-assured, and they are studious and sensible in business dealings.

12. They are skeptical of extravagant claims and promises.

13. Many Leo/Virgos, however, love to gamble, and may be brash and extravagant at the gaming table.

14. They also tend to be very health-conscious. They are concerned with diet and hygiene. This interest in health ensures they take good care of their mental and physical selves.

15. Their perfectionism and physical strength make them strive to excel in whatever sport they choose.

16. Leo/Virgo is devoted and sometimes jealous, but not especially flirtatious.

17. The great strength of Leo/Virgos is in their creativity and attention to detail, and their desire to be of service. They pick up on the little things that most miss. Thoughtful gifts or unique solutions to problems are second nature to those with this astrological placement. Their commitment to helping others makes them one of the most giving characters of the zodiac.

Does it sound like me?? hahas. interesting

credit: http://zodiacfacts.blogspot.com/

25Feb - Exam period

2011-02-25T23:45:00.003+08:00

Finished my first econ papers today.. (felt like it is the last paper) but N.O no~ there are 5 papers got to go for next whole week.

Anyway shall not mentions about detail about the econs papers.. after my paper, went to tampine mall with noobxzx (should be type like this) creation by peier (i guess) .. its include Fiona, Huijuan and Peier

dinner with them in pasta and shopping with them! =D

I GOT MYSELF A NEW PENCIL CASE/BOX!!!!!!

don't really know what it is suppose to called as, i only know that i am satisfy with it!! i don't know why am i so happy!! that's weird. funny

i guess i really have some metal problem, recently is exam week, why am i keep blogging and tweet so much.. it don't seem like "me". when normal days, i don't think i will spend this time to blog and talk craps. weird!

next week, guess you won't see me blogging cause 5papers on that week! (all 5 papers can want my life) okay, after the papers, see if i got any mood to update anot =p i realise, why i last time always blog but after i get into poly, it seem getting lesser and lesser.

photo also lazy to update le. tsk! Jiamin ah.. jialat ah you.

okay la. tata shall stop here bye!

22Feb

2011-02-22T22:35:00.003+08:00

i realise something important.

when you tend to care so much, you will be very disappointed with it. so don't ever expected that luck would always fall on you.

sometimes i choose to stay silent not because i love it, just that i am waiting for you to make the first move instead.

there is always some ways for me to miss you

so ye. miss you~

today went to library to study, i really dunno how to survive with those 6papers. can you just teach me how to do so when i have like no motivation ):

22Feb - reflective journal

2011-02-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

바보

i am so excited in looking forward for the holiday but not those six papers.

past few days went out either to have dinner with sianying and also to huimin birthday!! Time really flies.

my year one going end soon, despite having fun, been through ups and downs, left to right.

There are times when everything didn't go as well as i expected

There are times when i am so down and ignore people.

There are times when i am so freaking pissed off

There are times when i shout, i laughs, i am crazy, and i cried.

There are also times that i felt so disappointed toward myself, in terms of studying, making fun and giving bad behavior.

To people who i argue before, whether if i have hurt you with words, making fun of you, laughs at you or whatever. lets bygone be bygone.

Maybe you know who are you, maybe you not sure if it was you anot, maybe you don't even know if i did that to you anot cause u don't mind doesn't mean i didn't take it to heart. because i dislike how things was being treated so just say all this for incase.

well, no matters if those people will come and give a little glance in my blog anot, but ye, this is a little space to like redo and undo although i know, not everything can be redo and undo guess like you fall down and bleed your leg, can you like rewind the time to prevent from falling? NO RIGHT?

if you say yes, tell me who are you, help me rewind can? hahs!

okay jiamin, stop thinking!!! hahas! i rather you go think of your 6 paper la. go go go. stop nua here le.. BYE

2011-02-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

对爱情, 我已失去信心了.

不想在对它有任何要求了.

projects

2011-02-11T04:53:00.002+08:00

i haven't sleep at this hour leh!!! because of SAS! &^*@%%^!%@

stay overnight at Peier house together with Huijuan, Fiona..

am i able to survive later on?

i still have to bear until 4plus then can go home leh. TSK

Happy new year

2011-02-04T17:14:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!

yay!! i love new year!! don't you??

1) i got extra two days of holiday!!!

2) i can get to eat my favorite steamboat!!!

3) i got ANGBAOS!!!

well, today is the 2nd day of new year! not going anywhere to bainian le. there is no places to go, because this few years, some of the relative have gone to peaceful land. life is so fragile.

although new year is good, but it is definitely sadden to say that, i still got tons of projects undone!! new year still need to worry about projects leh. after all the project submission, still have to study for main exam. fmpl ):

okay la, haven't been start doing any project lately. i shall try to finish my activities diagram this holiday!

tata^^

3 Jan - Happy New Year

2011-01-03T00:00:00.004+08:00

Oh man! school starts tomorrow! SAD!
i am lacking of time!!! i have plenty of thing undone~ HOW? first day first, projects deadline, secondly results will be getting back the coming week! third, i haven't meet tons of people yet! 2 weeks of holiday is just so SHORT!!!!

whatever~ anyway i once dream about getting married in 2011! hahas ridiculous i know! cause it is still too young and i didn't find myself a boyfriend yet. its okay. got boyfriend or no boyfriend is not an issues anymore. when it is time, it will definitely be here (: i believe this! so what will be my resolution of this year? dunno yet =x

oh well, although i did not completely forget about him, but he still give me a huge impact in my life, i miss those sweetness! i can sense that you no longer with me because your heart is belong to no one "NO ONE" cause you don't even put in effort in your r/s i guess if not you won't be broken up with your ex gf! okay not being sarcastic. you might be independent but you are not mature enough. (: great advice to you! please grow up! =D

i rmb ytd i watch a show, and it mentions that after 10years, when you look back in the past, you will find it, all is a joke! yes! dun have to wait till 10years~ right now, whenever i look back in my past, in my school days, re-read all my journal that been kept for so long~ i find it all is a JOKE! i laugh at my way of my writing, my behaviors. especially my stupidness diary! most entries starts with "Today i am *mood*" blalala ! seriously it is a joke man!

i still remember last time, when me and my so called "best friend" quarrel or what, i felt like the end of the world! laughs! writing letter last time is some kind of trends, which almost everyone will be passing letter to each other talking heart to heart talk inside the letter, and everyday have to reply the letter and everything. what why nowadays they don't do that? and now my secondary school "best friend" is not with me now, so why am i still living in this world? hahaha! i guess i must be crazy last time! i swear. so childish!

now, i believe you have a few close friend is enough, you don't need much friend to survive, u just need some close ones to be by your side and be there for you is enough. those i once very close with, you know who you are! you will not be forgotten by me ! everything just a phone call away! i will be right there to hear you out! =D isn't this is what friend are for?

unconsciously i been typing alot of paragraph in this post. didn't you see such a nagging person in this world. i am one! hahas back to the point, school start tomorrow. so why am i not sleeping? hahas, i shall go to sleep now. tata

OYA before i go to sleep. hereby wishing everyone, my friends, my family and whoever stranger a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! =D

2011 WILL BE A GREAT YEAR! LIVE IT TO THE FULLNESS =D

2010-12-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

i shouldn't be thinking of you!!!

26Dec - Its all about christmas

2010-12-26T00:53:00.003+08:00

I MISS MY LAPTOP
I MISS YOU
I MISS SIAN YING
I MISS THEM !
I MISS EVERYONE =D

okay, anyway 2010 is going off soon and 2011 is coming soon. which mean school is reopening soon! ohman! shit! well, Christmas yesterday, i had lots of fun! aston dinner, movie and spraying session, also a little bits of shopping session but i didn't bought anything due to whole lots of people almost everywhere.

Christmas day is like darn lots of people, i almost met at least 5 people on that day! surprisingly seriously! although i didn't met the people i wan, but i am grateful enough =D

oya, thanks for those little gift too (:

currently am using my bro computer ): so sad! my laptop is not back, didn't know what had happen still, i think i drop still the very important part, huge impact on my laptop. heart pain! hopefully it will be alright soon. PLEASE!

tomorrow i shall make a phone call down and check about the status, cause they told me that they will be calling me on sat( which is today) but unfortunately i bet they forgotten about it! how can that be ): ewww i still got tons of projects needed to do. don't play my feeling leh. hahas

click the advertisement if you happen to see anywhere in my blog =D thanks plenty

19Dec - life is full of hope

2010-12-19T14:33:00.002+08:00

yes yes yes!! there is 2 weeks of holiday for me!! although is only 2 weeks but it is definitely better than nothing at all right?

finished my term test, seriously i don't feel good at all, hopefully i can pass all the subject, most of the subjects test, seriously was bombing every single little things i can thought of! laughs

well, ytd went to watch a magical show, thanks kokwei for the ticket! it is very meaningful, perhaps its matches me well! although i am not a Christan but there is no harm listening to those right (:

this holiday definitely will be darn busy! as it is short, not enough time for projects and of course i have to meet all my friends that i missed! u know especially when Christmas is around the corner, but i don't feel a single bits of Christmas at all. i didn't know why ): i guess because of those annoying projects on hands and u know cashless of shopping like mad (: i miss shopping alot alot~ i miss window shopping too! i miss kbox! i miss movieS! and etc etc

finally Monday probably got to watch movie! yeahhhs! it have been long since i last watch movie can! i guess i am so out-dated not! haha, i guess i should stop here =D

merry christmas shopping everyone =D

29Nov - Human is the weird creature

2010-11-29T20:37:00.002+08:00

seriously human is a weird creature, for example

1) you did something that you know you will regrets for sure

2) say something that you wouldn't want to say it earlier

3) don't really like to admit

4) detest people who you like

5) Give people a bad impression when you actually want to attract its attention ( end up it still goes shitty as well)

6) didn't want others to know but what you do is already very obvious

7) dare not to show to true self in front of people who you care(but end up they have already seen it in some ways)

the above is what i can think of for now, i wonder why i would think of this subject to write, probably today i had been really weird. okay i guess you will laugh, cause i will also laugh at myself too. not going to mention anything here. tata

25 Nov

2010-11-25T23:13:00.003+08:00

i am sick
vomited 3-5 times
head dizzy
so
i didn't attend school
i miss alot of lesson
100% falls to 90plus%
almost every lesson today got attendance
so
i went to see doctor
i get a MC
i get my medicine
he say i got abit of low blood pressure
last time don't have one low blood one-.-"
then suffer from stomach flu
i got to rest now
i have to attend lesson tomorrow
i need a healthy body
to go for jasmine b'day dinner on sat
and go sitex show tomorrow with peier, huijuan and fiona?
so
tell me good night (:

15 nov- school is a headache =x

2010-11-15T20:37:00.002+08:00

i guess i have quite a number of unglam photo in the previous post. i means not too much but there is a few! =x

well, today finally end our SAS interview session. it's like yay yay hurayyy! i didn't know if we did a great interview session, but whatever is done is done. we got to move on for problem matrix? okay that sound horrible, IT subjects is always horrible compare to the rest.

tutorial, seriously for some of the qns, it is double hard to comprehend, i find that their question made is like mad! when such a easy question can make it till "dunno what the hell it is talking about". maybe not for the rest but just me! i like it as simple as possible.

okay, totally forgotten that there is SAS tutorial that needed to send in through e-mail. it spelled "troublesome" E-biz is another troublesome subject that everything have to hand in online =.=. god. save me! hahas i am kidding. i am not dieing yet.

tata, i am off to continue my tutorial!!!
cya

14Nov - changing over the years

2010-11-14T13:39:00.020+08:00

Today i just browse through all my past years photo. i like taking photo because i like to see how much have i change and compared against the appearance and the dressing sense. although i don't think i have change as much as i expected, but still my hairstyle have been keep changing and my face like remain the same =.=

This is how i look like in my secondary school life!!!

After secondary school life, 2007

This photo look like a typical Ah lian due to the blue lens =.=

LOLS. AND from 2007 . we go on to 2008.

AND NOW 2009

perming of hair =x

obviously this is a wig!!! hahas

HAHAS. 2010 now!! Finally!!!!

This one is i cut after my hair was like the 4th pic! and now so short again =x

This is the one that i change my parting from right to left.

This is the first time i change my hairstyle after 2009

this is indeed very long for me

i rmb this, it took 1hr for a haircut =x and my hair turn out like shit

fine, so much photo to choose from. laughs! after i cut my hair short, most people encourage me to have short hair instead of long because it suit me better =x really? hahas. i find it the same because no matter is short or long, i will still dislike it due to the reason of weird hair/ bad hair day =x hahas okay! i shall end here, it took me so long to post all this.

p.s all photo in a year in not following its date because i dun even know which come 1st too. =x

13Nov

2010-11-13T02:02:00.002+08:00

As you realize, i had removed my tag board because i have found so many random people posting random stuff in it. it's like totally R-A-N-D-O-M!!!!!!!!

Alright, it has been the 3rd week since school start! i found that my subjects is kind of similar to one another.

example: ebusiness and POM!

WOW! it is like so similar that one careless might actually get us wrong! =.= i guess we have to bear through this 5 months like a torture =x

Look at the time now! i am really tired!! is time for me to say goodnight! i will blog again soon!

2010-11-01T18:51:00.002+08:00

okay, 1st week of school seem kind of slack because we didn't have to attend tut and some of the lab. some days go to school only few hours then can go home, this is much better than having long hour of sch.. but this week >.<>

well, as u can see at the facebook photo, i went to sentosa spooktacular event on 30th!!! it is fun! i thot that i might not be scare and scream at all but end up i did when i enter the 2nd place .. somebody pointed down the table and i kaypo go see, end up somebody pop out under the table, scare me like hell. scream like mad too.

well, but i feel kind of short, didn't really get enough of it can!!!!

ytd i went to jog!!!!!!!!!! wow! shout tgth with me because kind of unexpected, okay, sy more pro can, she run like double of my laps uh.. but she didn't feel tired at all. not like me, i run like few round already can't make it le. hahas

okay, getting lazy to type so much laaaa.. hais, i will get back soon i think =x

2010-10-29T23:12:00.001+08:00

i got tons of things to update!!! but lacking of time!! probably sun~! i might have time!! hahas. maybe will post the stuff of whole week =x haha!! stay tune =D

24Oct - this is what you have always been looking for

2010-10-24T21:30:00.001+08:00

Hello. my hair sucks seriously

School is starting tomorrow and i still not yet prepared anything yet, i wasn't really all yet to go school, was being tease by my dad too. They know i have been rotting at home since holiday started, almost using computer day to night. they were like OYAY!! school starts tomorrow for me.

Alright, i shall feel the same way too, OYAY!!! school is coming, everything is changing. timetable suck to the max! what a pathetic timetable we had got. well done TP!! you know( it's the facts)

The timetable was like so tiring, we need to attend lesson in 3 different school in every weeks, worst is most of the time ended quite late. BUT there is still some part which makes me feel like going to school because i can be with my friends!! also i can get to see *him

Every instinct in my body is telling me not to do so, which make me afraid of doing it. great! i admit, i am coward/timid. every positive thinking is going against negative ones. i can't find any reason for me to act bravely. you know there will be times where every mind of thinking is going against each of them which totally influence your mind into negative thoughts. this is exactly how i feel. i can't find any reason to be love and in love again, all my thoughts is telling me to stop loving and wait for the better one to come in the future. its kind of creepy but serious what will i gain other than hurts. its kind of obvious, i don't belong in this issues, not anymore. shall put a fool stop to this point and get straight to the next paragraph. i am sure i can do a better job =D

2010-10-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

When you love, you care
When you care, you worry
When you worry, pains start to come.

Isn't it so damn true? :) But never will I admit I love.

Quoted from #humsyourlife.

17Oct - Another one

2010-10-17T18:14:00.002+08:00

almost recover from the lack of sleep because i didn't really sleep during the camp and was playing like mad =DD

well, that camp indeed is a great success, thanks to all the senior who put in effort in creating fun and cracking their brain to make us enjoy every moment during the camp!!

YOU GUYS ARE REALLY GREAT!!!!

left 1week and school is starting SOON~! awwww~ seems like the fun is just reaching and we have to leave those happy moment and get back to study! tsk tsk~!

okay, its repeating again and again and again, keep saw someone what is so familiar and it still let my heart skip abit. wow~! ridiculous i know, but i didn't wan it too. you just can't control every feeling you had.

and i cut MY HAIR, idiot. damn ugly (i think) asked not to trim, not to cut so short, machim talking to air !!! it is hard to get my hair to grow can. now because of the trim, is like so thin to me.. i don't wanna repeat my hairstyle every now and then. pissed off like a million times, even my brother says that it is NOT NICE!!! ugrhhs, whatever.. i am not going back to cut there anymore~ i swear! damn it.

okay, i dunno what to post, it look kind of jumping situation in the post. bear with it. =D

2010-10-11T16:17:00.001+08:00

Nice =D

웃 :You are somewhat quiet and reserved,
웃 :although you can be quite talkative on a subject
웃 :to which you have given a lot of thought.
웃 :You are quite adaptable so long
웃 :as your ruling principles are not violated,
웃 :at which point you stop adapting.
웃 :Your main interest lies in seeing possibilities
웃 :beyond what is present, obvious, or unknown.
웃 :You are quick to understand and your intuition heightens your insight,
웃 :ingenuity, and intellectual curiosity.
웃 :Depending on your interests, you are good at pure science, research,
웃 :mathematics, or engineering; you may become scholars, teachers,
웃 :or abstract thinkers in fields such as economics,
웃 :philosophy, or psychology.
웃 :You are more interested in the challenge of reaching solutions
웃 :to problems than of seeing the solutions put to practical use.
웃 :Unless you develop your perception, you are in danger
웃 :of gaining too little knowledge and experience of the world.
웃 :Then your thinking is done in a vacuum
웃 :and nothing will come of your ideas.
웃 :Lack of contact with the external world may also lead to problems
웃 :in making yourself understood.
웃 :You want to state the exact truth,
웃 :but often make it so complicated that not everyone can follow you.
웃 :If you can learn to simplify your arguments,
웃 :your ideas will be more widely understood and accepted.
웃 :You may rely so much on logical thinking that you overlook
웃 :what other people care about and what you yourself care about.
웃 :You may decide that something is not important,
웃 :just because it isn't logical to care about it.
웃 :If you always let your logic suppress your feeling values,
웃 :your feeling may build up pressure until it is expressed
웃 :in inappropriate ways.
웃 :Although you excel at analyzing what is wrong with an idea,
웃 :it is harder for you to express appreciation.
웃 :But if you try, you will find it helpful on the job
웃 :as well as in personal relationships.

10102010

2010-10-10T23:25:00.003+08:00

shall begin my post!

Yesterday have a great time with jasmine, lixin, yewnian, jonas and phuishin, this is the first time putting so much of SUNBLOCK!! luckily didn't really get black/tanned, dun really know why, i had an muscle clamp ! erms, i tried to upload photos when i get them, i didn't know why i don't really like to upload photo. if i am not lazy, i guess i will be uploading it. stay tune alright!!

Today i went out several times because my neighbor are MARRIED! i want to get marry too but i haven't even find my mr right yet, how to get marry??? crazy!! i am thinking so far! i haven't even finish my poly, haven't earn my 1st ten thousand. where got so fast?? just feeling kind of envy when someone making herself pretty on their big days wearing your favorite wedding grown marry to your lovely husband, having an sweet moment of tour before getting back to your own sweet home.. awwwwww seem so romantic right?

after that lunched with wilson and kenneth (didn't know that they are so boliao) came all the way down to lunch with me, so shiok! both of them have their license already, so they take turn to drive! COOL right!!

then dinner and shopping with my parents at hougang mall! =D

anw tomorrow 11oct is my mum birthday! HAPPY birTHDAY in advance to her =D

tata enjoy reading, i am going to play games =x heehees

10Oct 2010

2010-10-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

you are evil! ; devil! ; non-human!!!!

1) you can't seem to let me stop feeling!

2) you still didn't disappear after all!

3) you still let me curious about your living/life!

4) although you seem like MIA-ing but you are not.

5) you make me remember how we met!

6) you make me realize how it use to be!

7) you make me memorize all your words

8) you let me know the real/fake you

9) you remind me of your lies!

10) you seriously driving me insane!

11) you told me those unforgotten lies?!

12) you make me jealous of those who surrounding you!

13) you used to jealous at my Guys-friends! do you remember?!?!

14) you told me what you will do "if i am MIA" !

15) you gave me your words!

16) you are once jealous on some photo in my hand-phone!

17) you let me remember of that smile/laugh

18) you let me remember those going-kiss moment

19) you used to sleep on my shoulder

20) you told me you will be there to bring me home safely !

SERIOUSLY do you remember any of them like i used to? i doubt so! i still remember your single words so do you?

i like the way you lie because i knew you didn't want me to get hurt! & i believe in you is that you told me "you won't lie to me" ! nice words is this! you always have the abilities to know what i am thinking. & now you are not the same, & i am thinking although i remember every single thing you did to me but i don't really remember the face of yours until i saw your picture again. is it because i had already gotten over you and just didn't want to admit i am going to lose you forever? or i still believing in myself that i have the abilities to let you turn back and glance at me for a second and realize i am that person you are still looking for?! nice imagination of mine!

fine, i am happy for who am i! & i guess if it is mine, it will be mine. focus on having my goal shall become my important priority now. =D

5Oct - Times flies

2010-10-05T12:56:00.003+08:00

i woke up too early today due to the reason of renovation sound from my neighborhood . forced to wake up as once i am awake, nothing seems to let me fall back again unless i am really tired.

this holiday is such a miserable to me, because

1) i slept around 2am everynight.

2) i wake up at afternoon or worst morning which make me having difficulty of having 8hours of sleep per day.

3) Panda eye doesn't seem to left me alone.

4) i skip breakfast

5) i am so bored

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let me have some goal right now, i guess i shall force myself to bed before midnight, oh man, i guess i have not much time to look for job right now. sadded, i have been spending like mad when i go out. next week i am having camp too. gosh.. another few weeks, school starting soon?! well, i shall start curing my panda eye if not it will ruin my whole face sia.

tata

3Oct - nothing much

2010-10-03T21:38:00.005+08:00

我不在乎什么天长地久, 我只在乎你想不想要拥有, 一颗真心和温暖的手, 在身后陪你微笑或泪流. 我不在乎你下次会来呆多久, 我只在乎这心动前所未有, 我不会走 'cause I love you so,
想给你最好的我 , 就算只是朋友

lets say if i saw this before i met him, maybe i will be at least happy at that moment, time does not allow us to turn back, so face it and erase those thought from your mind. thanks.

i didn't know why human beings love to act this way; " when there is some chances for you to deserve what you seriously want, but ended up either you are too afraid to let it show and let go or didn't cherish what you had and regret there after" i guess it happen almost to everyone in the world, making mistakes over and over again, after mistakes made, regrets like hell.

once there is a sentences which was stated like this " once bitten twice shy" there might be some path that you might want to undo, but not every single time you undo it, you won't repeat the same mistakes. you have to try in order to know which is the best option for you. you can't predict future, lets say if you think you choose the right decision and get to know it is wrong in the end, you regrets, but think! what if you choose another options which led you into the worst one ever?

whatever mistakes is done, face it and look into it. maybe you don't have a chance to redo but you got alot of other option to takes, maybe it is time to change your life too. (:

okay i shall stop here, concentrating of popping potato chips in my mouth =p

Goodluck of finding your own happiness =D

1Oct - Happy Children Day!!!

2010-10-01T23:22:00.003+08:00

보고싶어요

i wish i can tell you directly!!!

i went hougang point today with an unappropriated clothing. kind of weird, never thot of going somewhere above 10m. packed my room as i told you yesterday. it still turn to disaster as i didn't know when my things getting more and more nowadays, didn't really bear to throw out so much of things which i guess might be useful in the near future or future. at least managed to thrown out 2 big bags of rubbish.

shall stop here(:

2010-09-30T23:52:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow i shall pack my room!! All i can see now is mess. =p lets hope it won't become disaster after i packed xD

30sept - 我找不到

2010-09-30T18:24:00.001+08:00

我找不到我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什么都不要你知不知道
若你懂我这一秒
我想看到我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠紧紧守牢
不敢漏掉一丝一毫
愿你看到

27Sept - some inspiration for me?

2010-09-27T19:38:00.002+08:00

well, it's already been so long since i last post, it is almost like a week, and i had already received my exam result.

THANKS GOD!!

PASS~!!!!!!

SUPER HAPPY!!!! =D as for some of the subject, kind of disappointment for my own expectation, kind of a waste. blame myself for not study well and my tiny brain don't seem to work during examination.

next, i am starting a tumblr, but i am not changing my blog there, it just places for me to enter what i think, mostly quote.

seriously had the urge of cutting hair. who can tell me, long hair or short hair better. give me an idea on how which hairstyle can fit directly on my face feature and bone structure. i will be greatly appreciate!

well, i need to transfer my quote to tumblr now, tata

2010-09-20T23:47:00.002+08:00

I PRAY " THIS WEEKS AND NEXT WEEK" THERE WON'T BE ANY DISASTER FOR ME.

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE xMILLION TIMES
I BEG YOU
GOD BLESS ME!!!!!!

IF ANY OF YOU SEE THIS POST, HELP ME PRAY TOO.
THANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS xTHOUSAND TIMES

16sept - a little imgination

2010-09-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

a strong sense of jealously tell me that i hate knowing you in the first place~!

oh well, i guess it is just some kind of weird feeling coming around, fooling around again like it used to. do i really so poor thing till i need to relay on some little information about who are you being lately?

guess, it is just some kind of loneliness that gave out strong sense of insecure, mindless head and turn back to look at what had been done. riding across the old path with maybe some white horse, bringing me to a palace which so much of soldiers, knights.. being so bravely to secure me while i am in it, probably some kind soul would like to save me out of this imagination, bringing me to the nearby fountain and grab me along to ensure me not to look back any longer.

it is there sooner or later, jealousy is not going to allow you to behave so insecure even if you are.

i didn't know what nonsense i am typing, i will just post it anyway. hahas. cheers

14sept- gossip girl

2010-09-14T22:08:00.003+08:00

i just finish almost half of the espoide on gossip girl season 1. it is all about scandel, parties, boygirlfriend at their teens. of course it also included betrayal, backstabber, lies and all sort of nonsense, great, it is a pretty nice show. i mean for this age of mine.

not about having all those bad stuff but to get some experience in this show, telling how brutel are humans being is? nopes. it is just a show after all, i mean this doesn't really happen all the time and it doesn't surrounding us too. because we are always living in happy country, small country that gather all those best people.

am i right?

14 sep- accept for who i am

2010-09-14T00:15:00.004+08:00

Notice the preview? it is because this is what i can get back after my photo have been accidentally deleted by me

hey, hello?

well, i bet when everyone grow older, will tend to think wider, for me i think much more probably end up thinking handful of unrealistic stuff.

always love to welcome superman in my life, be like him. one word " brave" dare to do something funny or perhaps ridiculous. making my life some kind of wild but i guess it just doesn't combined with my character and personality. it just doesn't belong to me.

example like, what ever problem i faced, i would rather running way up to outer space just for some breathe, unable to make decision on which is the better one.

i bet i am not that emo, i am cheerful inside and out, i got my few close friends and feel that it maybe enough for me. i don't really need that much of friends.

getting upset about my childhood life, making regrets decision whenever i looked back, trying to figure out who the hell i am, i am not rebel kids, not what everyone thinks the 1st impression that i gave them. i used to be some kind of being bullied girl in class and which led me to of not having much close friends in secondary school.

i tend to be afraid of who i really meet, i scare that they might just leave and never turn back that is why i truly care about friendship all along my path, after i realise not everyone could give that secure of the friendship much, and now it help me to find who would carry on with my future like for now and forever.

i have been always envy those who carry themselves with so much friend surrounding them, everyday having different people to hang out with, taking plenty of photos with all sort of different kind of humans in the world. wonder when will i get to be one of them. and i realise, i don't really need that, getting myself fit into the others world, making a fool out of myself. i only need those who truly care is enough.

well, everyone have past, so do i.. how about you? =D

12sept - photo recovery please~!

2010-09-12T01:07:00.003+08:00

i am out of my mind~! my heart feel so pain because i just accidentlly deleted quite a number of photo which have no backup from my phone. felt so darn angry just because i lost the USB cable and was about to marked photo to be bluetooth to my laptop, and it happened.

how i wish i had a memory card right now and i can photo recovery RIGHT NOW~!! heart breaking seriously.

well, went to guangxiang BBQ just now, and so didn't have much mood to post about it due to the lost of photos ): everything just went fine, i guess.

i thot i will be real happy because i found identical twins of someone, but too bad, we didn't get to knew each other. fate where are you man?

11sept - camp rock~!

2010-09-11T00:29:00.002+08:00

hey guys, knew what... my exam had OVER~! probably hope it would turn out good.

well, today unexpected invitation from parent to go BUGIS~ WOW, i didn't bought quite a lot of stuff because the main purpose of shopping with parent is helping my mum to buy something lookable for tomorrow dinner and helping my younger brother to look for jean when he is not with us during the bugis shop. just beacause it was wedding dinner, so she have to dress smart.

the first thing we do when we reach bugis is to eat~! my parent can't walk around without eating anything. so we was like half way of walking, eat again.. i bet most of our time is wasted during eating time..

finally get to shop and help out of finding the stuff that they need. well, after that went home by amk and left me and my eldest brother going to arcade to play jubeat~! laughs.. okay i bet this is how today is going on..

i am having plenty of show to watch such as gossip girl, camp rock. i finally had watched camp rock~! COOL. i love it like so much~! well, i shall stop it now, find it too long-winded.

When the day is getting nearer, i am getting so scare. how timid i am.

1Sept - you will never know

2010-09-01T21:36:00.001+08:00

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
是谁太不成熟没体谅彼此感受
我不停寻找着理由解释分手

心好空像没温度的气球
我的灵魂困在回忆中动也不能动

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢~爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
如果同一秒钟你也想起了我
心只要能微微颤抖就已足够

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢~爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
或许我永远都看不透

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐在回忆中反复的交错
噢~爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

放心我还会好好的过

30August - Question & Answer

2010-08-30T18:50:00.004+08:00

Red-Questions

Green - Answer

I am just back from school~!

Why school? i thought u are still in your holidays???

Because i went back to sch for revision class.

Wow, so where you went after that??

I went to eat at business park~! so long didn't get to eat~! the pasta is awesome.

OH, so you went home after that???

Nopes.. i went to study with peier, huijuan and fiona.

Waaaa, since when you are so guai and study??

Well, i had no choice~! exam is around the corner~!

after study HSH.

So will you be study in school tomorrow too???

Nopes, i will be going T3 and study~! cool right.. hahs

Won't you feel depressed when going T3 because you had so much memories there??

Nopes, i will be generous to myself.. i will not bother again =D

Wow, you don't feel sad anymore???

Nahs, for what duh.. maybe abit but it is good for this to happen because i can force myself to move on easily now =D

Well, what exam will you have?

Erms, Macroeconomics and Basic Accounting.

Do you scare?

Who don't scare when exam is coming. -.-"

Do you think you will do well???

Yes, i have to.. no choice, i have been lack behind in the mid sem

Have you went to toilet today??

Duh, don't ask stupid question. HAHA

well, i am just being so lame ._.

28 August - i couldn't have forget this

2010-08-28T15:26:00.002+08:00

just the day before today, i recieve wilson call, we chatted along.. when the time he tell me, what is yours is yours, if it doesn't belong to you, it will never be yours forever..

oh well, i thought i had been understand this statement all along, but how could i forgotten this?? i use to be the one who told others, but i didn't think of it myself when i am stuck in this situation.. out of a sudden, it really wakes me up. =D

wish him forever the best~! of course with his loves~!

27th August - Movie session

2010-08-28T15:14:00.005+08:00

well, seriously never thought of going anywhere other than staying at home to study, but i didn't feel like studying, just then i went to facebook and danny told me he had nothing to do at home too.. so i asked him if he want to watch step up 3. he told me he watch before, and so he havent watch 3-D yet, so he don't mind watching again.

called sianying and ask if she wanna go along, and she didn't watch 3-D yet also, so we went to watch together after her work, meet danny at cheer and went off to meet sianying at the control station, went for her haircut first.. i am so tempting to cut my hair too, but i was hesitate of growing long or cut it short(but not that short).

some people say before that after cutting hair, the person will get a little dumb as before, and i try to force myself not to cut during this period as exam is around the corner.. so well, i didn't cut it due to various of reasons. i feel like changing my style again >.<

after sianying done her hair, we walk off to plaza sin to buy the movie ticket, the show was filling fast, luckily there is still space.. before entering the cinema, we went to grab something to eat 1st, they both are so funny.. both wanted to pay for me.. laughs, then argue here and there.. after the movie, we went HSH =D

26th August - awesome friends =D

2010-08-28T14:52:00.005+08:00

well, more photo will be update when i get it all and rearrange alright.. thanks Peier, fiona and huijuan for helping me to celebrate my birthday.. it is awesome..

we suppose to meet at leisure park at 1plus but i am late.. while i reach, they bring me a super big balloon~! which written :"Happy B'day".. then i am bringing it around for all my entire day.. lunched in pasta, then went to arcade and play.. and i didn't know after the last game, my balloon fly~! it reach the top of the arcade ceiling. luckily the arcade in-charge helped us to get back the balloon.. it makes me so guilty that they have to bring out the ladder and a stick to get back the balloon..

went to kbox to sing sang song. meanwhile half way of the singing period, peier and fiona went out to bring 20 donuts in and a small care bear.. 20donuts represent 20year old? but accidentally dropped 8/9, so end up got 12.. which mean i only 12 year old =D the age that i am always yearning for..

after kbox, peier went off to meet her friends, while me, huijuan and fiona decide to go esplanade for sight viewing.. till then, we wasn't know that esplanade had YOG celebration, so some way had been block, so we went down to see what is happening, then we realise the celebration was being held there. so we went closer to take a look, till den we slack down and wait for the awesome firework~! i didn't had the very close view of firework till now, it was bombing in front of my eye.. unbelievable.

slack awhile and HSH =D

Thanks them for making me so embarrass as due to the balloon, i have been wished by several stranger.. hahs, it is alittle awkward but still it is awesome.. =D

love them =D

25August - august is still a good month

2010-08-25T16:22:00.003+08:00

well, i should begin to start blogging again.. damn those post perviously, i wasn't in the right track of blogging, i am just venting all the nonsense from this blog. well, it is time to start making use some of my time to blog.

alright, recently i am just trying to study as hard as i can ( oh man, infront of facebook you see) even trying to take a break from studying and blogging right now. i know everyone in the poly who are having exam is as stress as me.. worry about the result you get after this..

seriously i am super darn scare~! not because i didn't study and wanting for a good result but due to the reason of applying the concept of work through writing. especially when you have to written it down using english language. worst come to worst, nothing really stays in my mind when the date was nearer and closer to it.

well, i am once a girl who always try to grab on to something and depends most on luck.. but i am wrong, i shouldn't do that without putting in an effort.. even if i did have a very good luck, it will still end somedays. so i shall get back to study. haha

2010-08-24T23:32:00.001+08:00

fine.. i am done with it.. good luck.

24august

2010-08-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

i hate it, i hate myself from being this way.. it seems like never ending~! i guess i should get over it as soon as possible.. just like how i behave in the past, i can get through it eversince i knew it will come sooner or later so why bother?!

blame myself from being so freaking mindless, unable to cherish in the past and yet whining over these situation that happen right infront of my eye. it is my sin, seriously loathe this feeling damn badly.

my mind had already knew these day would come sooner or later but i didn't know it will come so fast because i still not yet get over him, i would still go to his profile like just 1click away, i would track what is he doing and hopefully he is doing fine.. get to know what is he after, try to convince myself that we still behave the same way like what we always did.

as what is being say, time unable to turn back, what ever is done is done.. so long not to make the same mistake again would be fine, but because of this stupid mistake, i lost what i truely yearning for. i lost to the reality of the life, i lost to the density of the heart.

well, i lost one thing and it really make me miserable.. unable to afford this kind of treatment, what i can do is stop all the nonsense, i don't like myself to behave this way, i didn't want myself to behave this way either.. so ye, after crying everything is gone?! nopes, should say that everything will get back to normal, will get back to what it is suppose to be.. what i get was nothing, just nothing.. i don't wish to see you. no more no more.

The liar game

2010-08-15T21:43:00.004+08:00

finally i had finish watching THE LIAR GAME. this show is awesome~! well i should say this game is awesome~! complicated, mind mapping game like this, is what i love. although sound quite ridiculous of having such games around.

it is pathetic to see human being's being own-self ed/ centered to care for their own life and sacrifice other party to win over those money and led other party to the hell. if everybody thinks like how the actress, i swear it will have the wonderful ending, unfortunately she cares more for others than herself, luckily there is a guy who helped him to win most of the games.

that girl was acted as a person who is always being cheated, most of the person called her dumb nor stupid. nobody thinks that this kind of person like her will still exist, even she win all of the money, she would return it to those who joined the game for them to cleared their debts. even helped those people who cheated her in the past, she believe in human trust. even when i am watching this show, would called her as dumbo, how can she be so naive and believe those liers, but in the end she moved quite a number of players to believe her as well as me.

that guy, who is so smart and handsome helped her in the beginning, but end up helped her all the way because she behave just like his mother and make him remind of his mother. till the next season, the motive of him is not because of money and start playing the games due to the curiosity of why this game is being setup and make so much people behaved like an idiot.

i want to know the answer too, but it ends! the final game has already out in the cineama.. feel like watching. ohman~! i shall date my brother out and watch together with me since he has also finish the season 2 too.

it is a really nice show~! watch it!!

8 August - meaninful

2010-08-08T23:17:00.003+08:00

Learn to take the good with the bad, the happy with the sad, love what you’ve got and remember what you had. Learn to forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change and things go wrong, but you just have to remember that life goes on.

i found this in some others blog, find it meaninful so decided to post it up. true enough, i shall learn that too.

after today, i have been slacking for at least 3days, i shall start to study for my economic and probably doing my accounting tomorrow. good luck =D

i really dislike my connection to internet, it seem like always dc when i am in the internet. i can't connect properly, need to keep on refreshing and retrying till my connection is back. it took a long time and it also waste my time!! i guess i guess, it is because of MAPLE from my desktop. my brother has been playing maple all these days, he won't get bored at all. the most ridiculous thing is that he is playing fake maple which easily reached lv200, having free cash item, etc. but still, there are still quite a number of people played with him which i would referred these people " no life". whenever i wanted him to restart the connection, the only thing he will shout is "event". well, so by discourage him from playing, most of the time, i will try to switch on my downloading sites and make him lag! how evil i am! =x i just dislike poor connection to my laptop!

6august - Times really flies

2010-08-06T12:47:00.004+08:00

well, times flies~! it going to end 1.1 this year, still feel like i just enter this school. well, when i enter TP~! i was super terrify!! luckily i got some awsome classmate~! they are my strength to walk pass this few month!! you know who are you =D

although after i started schooling, i had been neglect my blog for a long period due to the fact that either i am lazy nor i am just too busy rushing for projects. i still don't feel like closing down this little space of mine because this is the place where i can make a fuss, scold, writing complicated stuff which i, myself also don't really know why i did that.

looking back of my past blog, i find myself super childish, but after i enter this school.. i find more people childish than me~! which led me to find my childhood. HAHA well, although we arn't in the same age, but still we click rather well, we crap, we laugh, we find our own memories.

well, that's a little too much to say, because 1.2, i am still with my classmate. 2.1 will be a totally mad, i don't wish to change class at all.

well, i am a little lazy to keep typing, i guess people who are reading also feel damn annoying too. i shall stop here instead. anw happy holiday~! work hard for the upcoming econ and bacc =D

p.s something no longer the same, everybody do change.

1August - August the best month.

2010-08-01T23:32:00.003+08:00

almost quite a long time since we last chat, last crap.. i didn't know if you have changed much but the only thing i know was we are walking different path right now. probably i used to called you a flirt guy since when i know your past, i am just crapping with you all along, i don't wish i am right but what tell me is that, you know it yourself but you didn't want to change this habit away. that make me so dissapointed with you. i am trying to force my feeling away, trying to ingore whatever you do, whatever you say. i had already deleted your sms which mean i swear i can get over you somehow just like how i forgotten my primary school life. it will be great~! =D

do you really have the abilities to read my mind or is just a coincidence?

28july - Life

2010-07-28T20:59:00.002+08:00

Erms.. been so long since i last blog!!!! because JIAMIN is super BuSY!!!

due to

1) Projects
2) Tutorial
3) Dancing
4) Playing
5) Watching Tv
6) Exam
7) Sleeping

okay.. there are tons of things yet to be done. well, been rushing against time. right now i am doing website for projects regarding healthy lifestyle.

deadline - FRIDAY!!!!!!

still need to learn summartive test!! which is on SATURDAY..

ohgod

random posts

2010-06-17T13:43:00.002+08:00

Tell me why am i so naive thinking you would replying me? HAHA. that's too darn idiot.. remember this, he's now into others, not me not me. thot i'm always telling myself to forget him?? ugrhhs, okay okay, we are just normal NORMAL friend, stop dreaming. you should know it yourself that we're just impossible. so being like a fool.

i wouldn't disturbing him no more no more, we are just a state of bro and sis.. nth more nth more. baka~!

okay, tell me what am i doing this few days, silly me did silly things, telling myself not to think, but still thinking, seriously i had stop disturbing him. so this should end real soon real soon.. i will nvr let his feeling out again. okay jiamin (: u know u can do it.~!

well, i am abit lazy to type what is going on with me lately -.-? i just came here to make a fuss over myself, asking myself stop being so naive. well, idk what am i typing too. okay, i dun wish any comment for this posts. maybe ask me jy will do (:

12june - silly girl did some silly thing =x

2010-06-12T23:59:00.001+08:00

sometimes when u are crazy, u would did some silly things to make urself pleased. ohmy. i did it again. laughs. i guess i must be crazy to say those words. =X okay, i am always doing it i guess =X laughs. i do it not on purpose one, so ye =D

well, recently i have been slping so late, it always nearly 2plus 3 than i gone to bed, i can't carry on like this, help!! this isn't the right way of curing panda eye=z i should fix myself a time for slping everyday.

holidays isn't like holidays, project project PROJECT is making my nuts. i guess everyone was in a deep mess too. i would wan a pleasure holidays, but why is there so many project handing all over. i shall faster end everything and enjoy my life den..

omg is like getting quite late now.. i think i should go slp liao le. hahs. tml another fresh day =D yawns

There's nothing of him left to love, no more

2010-05-30T00:59:00.003+08:00

tsktsk.

although we didn't get together, even if we hasn't got the best memories, you are still being remembered for.

taking the same bus, walking the same journey, thinking of how we use to be, it makes my heart move a bit, you have been sweet in the beginning, i would knew that it won't last FOREVER. your sweetest become a bitter every now and then. & now every bit of your sweetest belong to others, every single smile are giving out to others and of course BABE! dude~! you don't know what is love at all, i thought that you have grow up become someone who is sensible, well, i was in the wrong. you treat love like so "cheap" ?. is not valuable to you at all. i always told myself there's nothing of you left to love any longer. & why there's always a sour feeling of mine when i begin to think of you. You are no longer the one who will like me "FOREVER", The one who ehhh at me like nobody business, The one who say i am blur, slow and sotong, The one who ask me not to broadcast how ugly i am, The one who say i am pretty but not cute, The one who always miss me has already gone!! JIAMIN please wake your mind UP! There's nothing of him left to love. no more no more.

i don't wanna walk alone

2010-05-28T23:54:00.003+08:00

Ohmy, i came to my blog spot to check if there's any update of the cbox but i found nothing and just when i realize i got a nuffnang adv =DD

Do me a favor, click mu NUFFNANG ADV =D
i promise i will blog regular, i won't be so lazy anymore ): tsk

don't ask me am i BUSY!! yes! i am, busy with tons and tons of homework, project even exam is just on the coming week and i haven't prepare for it. time is speeding fast!! how can i not to worry for it!! tsk tsk ):

even holiday is coming in two weeks time, i don't think i would have enough time to enjoy since my project is like as mountain to me! who says that poly is slack?! slap yourself!

& there's a project regarding blogging, why teacher doesn't want to use blog spot. she indicate using wordpress~! which means i have to start learning how to create another one more blog?! Awwww, and it is irritating when you get to know that you have to use a funny webpage for blogging that provide by school =X gosh~!

okay, whatsoever, exam is like coming on the coming week, i am hoping i would pass my subject with the grade i like =D so now?! studying!!!!

i am just missing you =D

2010-05-16T20:38:00.001+08:00

YAY(Y) i had done most of my homework till now!! i only left Econ on the very last question and some of the MCQ! Econ just give me a very big headache~! you know you can understand what lecturer was teaching at that very moment BUT after you get to do by your own~! IT SPELL DAMN!

Oh my Goodness~! i was watching the television just now and i was just about to switch off my TV, i saw a NEWS which regarding DOGS MARRIED!!!! & is like so CUTE CAN~! i never thought that we human are just so freaking boring and spend time to help DOGS GET MARRIED! Especially when they are crashing all their hard-earn money just to provides a non-human MARRIED~! & i swear! IT'S NOT CHEAP AT ALL!!

i feel so bless for the both puppy they own~! because they are damn lucky to got into that particular families while some others puppy didn't get the fortunate to have this kind of treatment~! THIS IS HOW UNFAIR OF LIFE HUH!

just like humans~! some born in a very blissful families that are wealthy with their loves from parent while not everyone are born in this way~! although i am not born in a wealthy families but i feel happy that i got the warmest feeling in it! & i hope everyone do =D

lets talk about realistic! well, we are not living as one~! but we are living as whole because we mix around different humans being, so how can we be realistic to oneself or another? i feel so pity toward realistic humans and i wonder why are they still survive in this world. i didn't say they should die or so on, i just feel pity that why do they have to live their life so stressful? if everyone have this realistic thinking, going for their own goods, only think of mixing around with the smarties, wealthiest human in this world, i swear some of us can just dead by now! because not everyone IQ and EQ the SAME! nah~! please la! now 21st century, think more wide can! childish fellow!

i am referring to my own thought

Just bored

2010-05-16T20:10:00.004+08:00

i got so much to say about~! but i just lack of the time to blog~! i just post it now since i got the feel of blogging!

Wed - graduation day! i got approve from skipping accounting and apple~! it was like damn long didn't get to see my classmate except shingyee because last week we just get to met up =D~! & our class only 8peoples turn up~! WHY? tell me WHY!!!! luckily MISS TAN did turn up~! after the graduation, went for movie session with fiona, des and howard~! & i popped popcorn in my mouth like non-stop. hahs~! i just feel like having popcorn on that day . laughs, after that we went off. *escalator sucks!*

Thrus - went out with sianying, weida and dior? i didn't know how his name spelled. hahs, we are planned to go for universal studio but TMD it RAINS on that day!!!!! & we skipped it and went to underwater world instead. suck to say that there's alot of B _ _ _ _ Man~! well, i am alittle r_ _ _ _ _ , is just that too many till can't tahan can~! after watching the last show of dophines and went off to watched movie.. hahs, 2nd row and make me think of somebody! anw i was being too random on that day too~! dined at ajisen and went home sweet home

Friday - aishhh~! comm skill -.-" kind of CMI! damn it. hahs, well, i did my best still. just don't fail me ): because yj say he think he will fail than IF his english standard FAIL what about MINE. LOL WTH. ctos mock also -.-" okay, i just practice it once, should be alright!! Hopefully Anw it's SIANYING birthday on that day =D x3

Sat - meet out sianying at 8pm, went to heart-to-heart chat with her till 1plus than home sweet home. =D

7May - Don't say BiG say it with your heart.

2010-05-07T21:18:00.005+08:00

They'll always love you no matter what!! YES! i dislike this sentence to the max! well, not everybody who say this would make it in the end. Saying is just simple than action taken.

Everyone will change, as long as they are living in this world! They will be changing years by years!! be it a good or a bad ones! There's no staying forever the same way! Exactly, ask yourself, did you say this to anyone in this world once before or saying it over and over again with different people by your side?

Well, Today i wake up with a very restless mode, Huijuan told me that my eye is going half close when i meet her at the bus-stop. i guess i am really getting an insomnia last night because i slept at 1am and woke up at 6.30 the following day, which got a feeling that i was just lying and not yet asleep.

Maybe is due to yesterday orientation camp! Water bombing game was FUN! hahahs ( i am referring to the very last part) where we have already gone through many stations. Anw overall it's still fun with excellent campmate and GL(ivy and james)

Today is TP's 20th anniversary which is called as CCN days. most of the schoolmate build up some stalls and sold their item. well, walked around awhile and went to meet Shingyee at the interchange. We ate in long john silver and shopped awhile. Home sweet home =D

i haven't meet her since the last streamboat session, hahs and we are going to meet again next week during graduation days! Great~ =D

1May - Opening up a heart for people you want is easy but opening a heart for people you don't want is hard.

2010-05-01T19:01:00.006+08:00

finally get a little use to the life in polytechnic.. i only can't stand the scheme of printing our own notes for some of the lesson.. imagine u didn't have a printer at home. you have to make use your time in school to print out all sort of notes using ezlink card money.. which ezlink card is our main source to travel back and then to school is already very expensive due to adult fares furthermore if you have to print out in sch! 1 page = 0.05bucks. your ezlink will be in a mess! therefore i think they should re-arrange the cost of printing papers .

hahs, well, those subject is still alright for me but only the communication skills, it's all depends on ENGLISH!! damn it. my English standard is really fall under average when it come to grammar, verb, nouns etc. we still have to write out essay with our own words! no copyright allow. well! another one which is ctos, computer parts is still alright but come with IT stuff. make me stun. IT stuff is not easy to understand can! luckily i have quite a number of IT friend, if i not sure~ i confirm will seek for their help man!!

Okay what's next!! CCA, i didn't get into badminton! it's all about school team where i don't really interested in it, anyway i didn't get to pass the test of it too.

well, everyone is now having their own life. people who are in love is happily together with their loves one, those who haven't found one is finding the good one, ugly to say is flirt around, nice to say is being nice! laughs. some is waiting for the fate to come by. so which category are you fall into? opening up a heart for people you want is easy but opening a heart for people you don't want is hard.

26April - tiring day

2010-04-26T21:25:00.006+08:00

I had a long day for today!! i woke up at 645 and went off to prepare till 730!! i missed my bus.. waited for another 1 with an unusually feeling. dots. well, i squeeze in a empty slots finally so bused to school ..

well, i ran after the bus of 23 at tamp but it was so packed with poly student!! i wanna squeeze into the bus too but a driver told some of the student to get over to another bus while they preparing to set off just for temasek poly. i thot that it will be pretty fast but unfortunately. i find it damn slow that's why i was almost late today! i still rush for the lesson like a mad girl can. LOLS.

okay, lesson all the way, makan at there with 2hr break in-between. from 9am to 6pm. it's a tiring day!! plus the lecture is totally -.-zzz kind. feel like slping!! hahs. well. i gonna do HOMEWORK. SURPRISE? yes i have homework!!! nvr do = die!! -.-" okay back than, i stop here. taata

25th April - Random

2010-04-24T23:52:00.003+08:00

i am just so darn bored today!

i have been watching videos, catching stars in the white space and hunting for FOODS at home. oh ye, i have been packing my room too!! COOL~ i wants to pack it in a organize way that i would be able to look for my stuff efficiently but nevertheless i find it quite difficult because i am someone who loves to keep thing in memories!

i don't bear to throw away quite a number of stuff like "diary(even i didn't write it anymore), stickers( that i collects since primary school), book, paper and ye etc"! i don't bear to throw it away and pretty scare that they might me useful in the future. So i am pretty headache with my room right now, how could i manage to make it into more organize way! gosh! HELP

i am going to have my own laptop soon too! i am not that excited because it wasn't a new piece but a 2nd hand piece came down from my eldest brother. my mum have bought my eldest brother a new piece of laptop which i am yearning for but because to the outcome of my JAE result i am not the one who getting it! however, i get into a poly that i, myself didn't expect to get in too. been hesitate with the choices i got and i am sure i would able to adapt in it!

well, everybody is getting their own life as well as me, some of my friends went to others poly and those who didn't get into poly went out to society to work while some is awaiting for NS letter! no matter where have you been, remember to do all your best alright.. i would really hope that we would find a specific days to meet up soon too. Especially some of my long lost friends, i will find you when i have settle my life in poly =D oh ye, i am going for the graduation day on the 12th too! tell me if you are going, we might bump into each other on that day =D

23April - don't make me waste effort can?

2010-04-23T23:00:00.003+08:00

been long since i last blog-ed it, well, have enrol in temasek polytechnic, it's like funny!! not a RP but TP. i nvr think of getting in for this school but well, fate brought me here..

up till now, i am still trying to adapt into the poly life, heard much comment of some of the poly senior that poly life is fun! i am going to experience it!! =D hahs. anw~ i am luckily to have those friendly classmates around, if not i will really get lost in nowhere.

well! people who ask me how's poly normally got a similiar questions to ask me! which is " do TP have hunks?" -.-" hahs! actually normally poly do have at least one but probably is seem to be rare! so ye~!

i think i make this post short instead, i am going for gaming "talerunner" childish but fun game, maybe you would like to try.. hahs!!

12april - i (m) u

2010-04-11T23:59:00.004+08:00

okay~ how did i celebrate my last day of work??

i celebrate with my workmate. hahas, we went to makan 1st after that headed to pub for a drink, i didn't drink much because i am not a good drinker. HAHS play like fun~ than back to slack at the river there. for a night out. And this is how i spend my night away with only 5hr of slp today because my parent was at home, they didn't know what time i went home last night and force me to wake up for my lunch and happen to told me that they are actually heading down to suntec for foodfair. goshs, so i went with them! hahs

okay, it's not only with parent but include both aunty =X , i am totally fond for the foodfair, it's like eat eat drink drink. laughs! it's like nvr ending kind. shiok! but of course, my mum spend alot alot. hahs, we stuck there almost got at least 3hrs. and we went up to the it fair? selling those electronic stuff! i went to see cannon camera! but too bad, they told us they have no more stock so i U-turn to samsung see if anybody i know over there, but those i saw was those Full-timer. nahs, not close with them so just went off to marina square foodcourt for makan. after that home sweet home.

Okay tomorr is like almost everyone was starting schooling.. of course exclude me! -.-" but when i wake up, my mum told me that sp called us recently to ask for my detail and everything. gosh~! i was damn happy?! will they wan me?? hahas! even RP don't wan me but i felt relieve more that sad can! hahas. maybe it wasn't my choice. laughs. okay let pray hard than. if no sch, i have to prepare to start a adult life. ugrhhs, which i didn't wan it! LOLS. okay good luck to those who start schooling tomorr.

What? did i hear wrong?

what predictation do i actually wanting for? -.-" i have no idea.

out of the sudden i feel like missing you.

11April - Nonsense

2010-04-11T15:01:00.004+08:00

Yeah! i have QUIT the job! no need to hear those nonsense again! it's like totally damn piss i tell you. when u met those !#&%^# respondent, you will totally get mad. laughs! guess i will miss those crapping workmate man and of course (JA)sss( include jayleen) hahs!! well, i am going off to suntac SOON with parent! for the food fair. come back, i will post some long long journey. HAHs! okay. great! off to preparE~ tata

9April - i like friendly humans

2010-04-09T00:51:00.002+08:00

Another 2 days more~ i will be totally free from work~ oh! gosh~ hahahas. is that a good news or a bad news?! anw the scheme of the working is like -.-" horrible?! even if you didn't do wrong things, they would also pin point us. so what for? right? they just wont side us? hahs, but i must say that not every supervisor is like this.. some is too good to be said (:

well, during this job, at least experiment kind funny, weird and idiotic stuff. just like today~ !#$%^& .. we always learn that customer service, customer is always the right! and dots~ it's not! customer is 1st but nvr be right. just co-opearte with us like wan their life! they just won't put theirselves in our shoe to think of us -.-" pathetic! luckily not everyone is like that, some is still those friendly kind (: i like friendly human =D

well, stop my granting~! it's pretty late right now, ytd went to slp at 4am! and wake up quite early. i dun wanna change my lifestyle into a vampire one! laughs! it's not GOOD =D laughs!

30March - Anyhow

2010-03-29T23:49:00.004+08:00

Today wake up at the usual timing! hahs, & i am off today as i switched my off day with wenlong! thanks him for changing his off days with mine! hahs! so tomorrow i should attend the work & his turn to stay at home sleeping.. laughs.

i have been like feeling so unconformable due to my sickness, i am down with a cough, sort throat and fever few days back, and now after recovering from the fever, i am down with some flu! pathetic~ after today off days, i have to work 8 days straight to reach another off day! hahs! it's so mad can!

went out to meet my dearest shingyee, xinyi and peiwen at bugis! i was late due to the raining day, feeling darn lazy to bring an umbrella so delay till the rain was sort of small than go out. hahs! after meet them, the rain stop (: GOOD! hahs, than we walked across to the another street for our steamboat~ hahs. shioks shioks, i thot i wouldn't have any appetite to eat alot, but amazing! i eat quite alot too, hahs. especially my mo gu and dong fen (:

after that we chitchat awhile than head off to walk walk~ hahs, after that home sweet home

i rmb somebody told me " the biggest lie of a person is, the person claim that he nvr lie before"

i shouldn't be surprise that you are just like this, i don't mean to call you a flirt but too bad, you are! you can call anybody "pretty, babe" as you like! i shouldn't care but i don't know why i feel so darn angry?! i thot we can be like "before", nevertheless, it's changes~ the situations , the statues and everything. i shouldn't surprise it because it's my fault to cause this to happen! And now, i guess i am just a passbyer/stranger to you?! or maybe no, at least i am still under one of ur contact, so who am i?? roll eye* i think i have done enough effort to throw in msger into ur inbox, And now i am going to "let it be". maybe, "you" will happen to see this but more probably not, you got ur "others" target so i don't think you would passby this small space like you use to. anyway, you have been going MIA lately, so you won't even bother too. hahs! so he can just gnd

25March - Haru Haru~ (days by Days)

2010-03-25T00:39:00.001+08:00

i nvr knew got the part 2 MV of haru haru~ hahahs enjoy

18March- just dont put in hope and u wont feel the disappointment.

2010-03-18T18:08:00.004+08:00

Miss Jasmine Aw is now currently at home gaining boredom. this is my third day at home slacking away.. well, i am dissapointed =X laughs! with? i dunno.

i watched show again and again, until there's nth left to watch. hanging around facebook for dunno how many damn hour seeing repeating stuff again and again. wanting to take a nap but i couldn't so i went to pack my room.. laughs, well, NOW what can i do? i am glad that tomorr i am going out!!!! if not i guess i would be sick sooner or later.. getting different diet, slping at the wrong timing. almost 1/4 a day at bed.. laughs. ridiculous huh huh?

what am i ranting for. laughs! well, i dunno either! laughs pathetic. okay!! luckily i have plans for fri and sat! of course monday i will be working. HAHA goodbye my boredom time soon.

16March - sometimes, there'll be a point where everything went lost.

2010-03-16T21:06:00.003+08:00

finally i have the time to rest!! after the 4days of it show.. it's so tiring than what i thot. laughs. but well, it have end smoothly with some funny fellow, craps and so on~ hahs. i didn't regret in working on this show seriously. i am lucky to work back with some people that i have seen for the pervious show. i wonder how am i able to survive without them(: hahs

well, this week i am just alittle free, book for the fri and sat ^^ till next mon, i will be busy again? with the telemarketing work at serangoon. luckily there near my hus. hahas. i miss my ITE frens!! i know they miss me too (: i will try to make a time for all of u on 29th? cause shingyee have been reminding me.. ahhahas. hopefully i would be able to take a off on that day.. hahs

graduated feeling was still not that easy. because i don't even know what to do in the future. laughs! i am just like walking one step by one step. i find my dream too ridiculous sometimes. hahas. well, got to find another way for it if i fall at least wont be so bad ah? laughs!! well, i stop here than, i told myself to pack my room today but havent even start. hahahs. tata

3March - strive hard, work hard! JiaYou

2010-03-03T23:00:00.004+08:00

Well! been long since i last blog!! hahas. let gather up some point i guess.

the pervious monday me and ju just went to have sushi buffet and went to east coast park to see the seaview! COOL ! hahs~ been stressing out lately due to super many problem just like working, studying, theory and etc.

been staying at sch till late this two days. hahs~ as for working, finally made-up my mind working for the coming it fair again with samsung camera! ehs? how i wish i can work with Js they all ah. dots. no chance la >.< bear with it den. fate can't be control ah. hahs!

well, didnt really know should i pick up a job for the coming holiday, but in between, i am pretty worry about the poly result.. because this holiday don't seem too long, and that cause of finding a temp full job alittle diffcult than usual.

hopefully entering a poly isn't that hard for me, i am trying real hard to boost up my gpa, result.. but too bad, who ask my memory is alittle limited. so hardly memorize items.

i am not suppose to behave like this

2010-02-17T14:47:00.002+08:00

been long since i last blog ah.. ANW ~ HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! guess quite a number of people got DAMN LOTS of ANG BAO RIGHT??? HAPPY??

laughs!! okay.. i get a little but only 1 out of 6 is from my relative.. pathetic? okay la.. hahs~ because my brother kana chicken pok so cannot go anywhere bai nian =X live with it. but still i went out all the 3 day, either watching movies, meeting frens if not go chill out. hahs.

well, i am still rather confusing within my mind. laughs! so many random things have happen, i dunno how to face it like seriously=X i was like go one day see one day that kind. laughs. well, i guess i guess i am really ....

8Feb - you know u like but u can't admit.

2010-02-08T13:21:00.005+08:00

i am hungry since morning and finally i just had my tomyam as i da bao back to eat =D hahs. wake up at 7plus plus. LATE again -.-" than have only 3hr lesson than home sweet home. felt darn tired today -.-" maybe later i am going to nap awhile or packed my room =X laughs laughs

Cny is like around the corner but i always say wan pack but lazy sia. i sound like a PIG -.-" Duhs. Ytd sy came over to my hus company me eat eat while waiting ((: laughs!! i thot she would wanna help me pack my room! but end up, we went out to buy bubble tea and stuff. =X
My room still un-packed =X =X =D

LOLS. how i wish i got a special power to make it clean on its own ah.. IT's impossible one la. so~ better go pack now. laughs~~ hahahs

7Feb - I don't wish to lost you in anyway

2010-02-07T15:09:00.003+08:00

Today i am gonna be a VERY GOOD GIRL staying at home!!! ??? finally i have watched finish hai pai tian xin =DD sweet sweet ending!! srsly very drama la but I LIKE IT.

ehhs, this whole week seems a little short to me in anyway. i spended 5/7 in sch and 3/7 at work. i like those very straight customer.. they just came and buy.. don't have to serve or what -.-" my knowledge of the product is still very slim uh. laughs!! better don't let me met a customer who is !@#$% on the nx few days of working day. because i am going to QUIT. this job definately don't SUIT me at all! laughs. plus i met some super #^#%$@ senior-.-" working isn't fun but really tiring.

Schooling was as usual. going to kana 1st letter le -.-" goshhhhs, NOOO PLS. because of my attendence. i seems like late almost EVERYDAY. screwed the bus, screwed my lazyiness -.-

have been went to shopping since last week? or maybe past 2 week with sy.. hahs, before her D&D.. i guess her wardrobe now is packed with PINK clothing which she won't even wear -.-" waste money waste money.. laughs.

got my pay thanks to Jas & Jon( that couple) hahs. but i have alrdy spended 1/3 of the pay le -.-" fast right? nvm! once a while ah.. You know CNY ley.. can't resist on buying new stuff =X hahahs.

well i nvr thot of blogging just now, but i dun wanna see my blog rotting -.-" laughs. oya and quite a number of things happen in this week. weather was it a good one or a bad one, i guess everyone was getting very tired after this. but still enduring... i don't wish to lost you in anyway. i am behaving like so selfish! but i can't control! i am just getting use to it...

30jan - hidden words unsay

2010-01-30T00:51:00.002+08:00

Mon- Schooling peacefully with working hours on 2.. hahs, well! i didn't hit my target and here fly my $40bucks.

Tues: Meet sy at around 6plus 7.. shopped pasa malum and headed of to vivo for shopping. look-ed for cjm and saw warren there too. hahs

wed: Meet sy at around 5plus and went 2nd round shopping. hahs! finally i bought a heels@! -.-" not that high but still a heel.

thrus - schooling as usual.. went to shop with kokwei and binhan at j8. i am totally mad on that day! S.A.D like nobody business. tearing at the stupid bus with than super emo song -.-" gosh!S

fri- lunch with jl and ah tan. movie with Jas, danny and jon ( Legiion) and dinner with Jas and Jon.. felt like cutting hair after jl convince but sadly speaking! that shop is fully booked with human head undone -.-" waited at least half an hour with nobody entertained . great! hahs went off without cutting. maybe will be cut on sun. dunno will it be nice. hahs

Total remark-

misunderstand, communication seem like always breaking down between us. && i am feeling so darn tiring ! including those thought about those yr 1 humans and that yr 2 womens! -.-"plus u dun even rmb my words.. goshs! i am lucky that i didn't went there on fri. i am being childish, immature of having such lame ideas in mind. my blame. i guess it's a natureal react of getting alittle small jealous on the yr 2 women, because u noticed her existence thru fb! u didn't denied after u saw plenty of the name u grow up with. i guess u treated her more than u would realises.. damn it

22Jan - The moon divorce with the sky

2010-01-22T22:48:00.006+08:00

i felt that i have lack of blogging recently man!! goshS~ my nuffnang money nvr move one )): hahss~ adv stop coming in alrdy uh. =X LOLS. wadever-

i screwed up my accounting paper.. so many people told me it was a real easy paper -.-" okay i admit. but still, quite a number of people really screwed it included me =X. cui ah~ LOLs.

today having FACTS and case study! so darn busy =X dismiss around 1plus than went to shop in bishan.. laughs! after that went home. DOUBLE yay! i packed 1/4 of my room for the upcoming new year! but dunno why it's still messy like it always does -.-" hahah~

people may thot girl room should be clean and neat ah~ hahs! but rmb! girl have so many stuff uh~ how can it expect to clean every 7/24 days? -.-" bullshit! or maybe it just not me =X my room maybe clean but not that neat!!! LOLs

& i am going to work for tomorr and sun night!! -.-" well. it maybe tired but after u get the pay! u know the feeling was like pay off~ alot of people include my mum told me not to work cause i have been screaming tired lately =X.. hahas~ althou i work only few day but still tired ley, i think because i have to wake up early almost every morning that's why !! hahs. just now slp for 2hr plus plus.. if my mum didn't wake me for dinner, i guess can slp till nx morning le =X laughs!!

should slp early today ^^ than tml start packing my room again? hahs~ hopefully ah!

19Jan - ABC~

2010-01-19T11:57:00.004+08:00

Today i dismiss real real real early la! suppose end sch at 11 but miss tan dunno go where so 10++ we go off liao le =X & i just reach sch at 8.30 uh! den was like going only 1 and the half hrs there doing nth? LOLS! cui~ tomorr gonna start early again! -.-" cause there'll be revison for us from 8.30 to 1 -.-" 4hr plus plus ley. cui~ still have to wake up early but the good news is that NO SW!! whoo~ COOL can! hahs!

later going to work again~ sian la! work for the sack of money only. how i wish i am rich seh =X been so tired recently =X well, guess no more time for me to slp anymore ba, shall prepare and go off =X today better dun late again =X

17Jan- Something that can memory about.

2010-01-17T16:03:00.005+08:00

I'm Tired like alwaysss ~ hahss. Okay i got so many photo to postt =DDD because so many cam-whoring session with sy~~ hahhas LOLS. edit along time.~ =X well, i think nth in mind to blog about. life is still the same! -.-"

10Jan- i would make it gone

2010-01-10T01:39:00.005+08:00

actually i miss taking photo like i always does =X

It's has been almost a week since i last blog! i shouldn't say real much because it's still the same as before just that become alittle more busy due to working and schooling the same time. althou is just a normal part-time job, it's still really hard to handle the time schedule and everything. luckily i didn't work everyday, 1week at most i work for only 3 days or less.

This week, went to bishan, Amk, compass point, aljunied, Hougang, JB(city square, holiday plaza), SP, NP, Bugis and etc etc.

i have been like eating and eating! going to grow fats man~! Today i still have pepper lunch, mummy's fries rice for lunch and dinner... supper of dessert and dou jiang you tiao!

Recently my mind is like full of wire hanging around connecting with the wrong spot. i am not mad! don't worry~ is just full of rubbish thinking.. why this and why that! my brother told me my mind have grow up already, starting to have some mature thinking.. & i told him, if he happen to be me (with such a different position) The thinking would really be different! Realising guys is almost the same! althou some keep say they themselve are different but the fact are still the same~ hahs some people words are hard to believe, because "the bigger lie is they didn't lie before"

& ye~ i can't stop myself from ehhs~ seriously -.-" i have been notice myself saying quite a number of times even frens and bro keep saying me! i should kick away this idiotic habit! it's doesn't matter how long it takes so long you didn't stop.

3Jan - We grow as we learned

2010-01-03T23:46:00.003+08:00

so lazy to blog, just a short post ba.. OKay~ Schooling starting like 8 and more hrs later. Actually i like schooling but not that stupid timing, imagine u have to wake up damn early again & i am those who hardly slp so early one. laughs! differcult task~

srsly i miss my Friends~ Schoolmate~ Classmates~ Teacher and alot alot more!! i am glad that i would see them again.. crap with each others like nobody business. Discussing Homework tgth and more!! Saw them and shout their name! our school arn't big, can see each other more often. hahahs is not a bad bad day isn't it that's why i dun hate school..

just feel so boredom while listening to lesson?! althou usually i plunk in my mp3 to listen.. hahas, but i still got hear it bit by bit. i will do my work if i know is impt. i am guai one hor.. LOLS. okay! slping like soon~ because tml 8am lesson!!!! -.-" Goodnights

2Jan - Big Bang

2010-01-02T19:26:00.003+08:00

after i watch the video. i really wanna find out what are they talking about sia. && this song is nice what a sad MV!

2Jan

2010-01-02T01:02:00.003+08:00

No time to blog these few day, been busy on going out if not working at sengkang! sian sia, nx week school start~ -.-" double no study mood! laughs~ oya!

Happy new yr everyone =DD

ehhs, actually is not a bad having new yr mood, but i got a bad bad new ): 1 of my cousin having an accident while motor home from countdown and now lying at NUH uh. still got come out from newspaper sia. her friend that she drive home was alrdy dead immediate on the spot. i hate to know this!!! i hate motor~ LOLS, so so so danger sia!! i will nvr ever be on a motor bike!! i mean it can! -.-" okay going audi again? byebyes

2009-12-27T19:26:00.001+08:00

Click on nuffnang~ Tyvm~ =DD

The memories in the Pic =D

2009-12-27T14:23:00.002+08:00

srsly, i am so lazy to edit pic, i steal the edited one above from flo, hahhaas..

27Dec- it's just a surface

2009-12-27T01:46:00.003+08:00

Today i wake up at 2plus! cool right? i sleep more than 10hrs. hahahas, after that cmf timing with huimin than went to watch taiwan drama with my bro, till really no time that kind, because i am running late. so faster go bath and prepare. hahas. after that head to causeway point.

meet flo there, than we walk tgth to sakura and dinner there. laughs. meanwhile jiale came than after that we start eating, crapping all along. hahhaas. eat until super full sia. than we went off to causeway point there and shop awhile.. thot of watching movie, but it's really too late, cmf no last bus one, so we didn't get to watch so just slack around at woodland till last bus, bus-ed home with huimin. hahas. home sweet home

something people know doesn't mean they have to express especially the chances of sharing one tears seem so low. what would u feel if the person u concerns are actually concerns about others humans? asking the person who concern on their opionion for the person they concerns? because the person they concern arn't you, will u feel darn mad about it.. but still trying to crack the brain of finding a solutions to help them out?! it's someone who u felt of getting something special for her. something unique? nothing seems so cliche, common. it's doesn't seem so right at all. even if u trying to smile on the surface, u didn't feel any better inside the heart.

speechless - bye for now

24Dec - Once bitten and twice shy

2009-12-25T18:23:00.006+08:00

wake up at 11plus, my bro ask me to go k with him.. haahas, so i went. but i thot is going hougang and k. but end up go ms, laughs~ meet rodney at hougang station and head to ms to meet yuping. hahas, after that we went in. from 2 to 5 ley. so less la. hahhas, after tat we went to walk around cause later they are meeting jason to town.. so i call sy cmf weather is she going oout later not.. laughs.

she ask me faster go home and change everything. lols. lazy seh, meet boon at hougang for a while (thanks for the present- xoxo) than back home to use msn after that, i really thot of wearing short and tees down uh.. lols. but funny if wear tees and short, so okay la. go change uh.. lols.

finally meet sy at around 10 or 11plus?? think so.. than we go count count count down =DD hhahas. laughs. i fall for english song!~~ LOLs. remix remix =DD

actually~ how would it be if i really go there =X u know it christmas leyyyyyy!! =X

23Dec - Mr she-.-

2009-12-25T18:11:00.003+08:00

Wed - wake up at 11plus or early i think, meet adelric 1st cause he have to head down to hougang than go serangoon. after that meet danny, jen, ter at there. adelric dunno what is oneh oneh =X laughs?! hahahas. LOls. after that head to surprise Jon at his hus. but plan fail cause his dog know that we are here =X laughs, hide also very hard. till tiff and daphne came. hahhaas. celebrate uh..

after everything, head down to arcade while they are playing pools. than we go walk walk around. than went to cathey and have our dinner at aston. than after that went to slack slack at a random park. Js, ter and jon went home 1st. left us, so we went to 13 floor? should be that high ba.. the view very very nice .. hahas, very windy also. after that nth to do le, so head back home. home sweet home

22Dec - what can i do to make it right.

2009-12-25T18:00:00.003+08:00

Tues - went out around afternoon to bishan to fix my phone. the lousy phone have to wait for more than 1 week to recover =X so long so long. now i always go out with 1 extra battery and 1 extra phone that i took from my mum. laughs! so troublesome la.. lols.

after that went to shop around and to library while waiting sy to come down. laughs~ i borrow 3books in one go ! good one. =D after that sy finally arrive, we rush down to orchard to sign my appointment form than went to far east, tangs, 313 so on.

after that everything, we head back to my hus than slack till 12plus or 11plus, send her back to basketball there. hahahas home sweet home.

21Dec - It's the same old problem! -.-"

2009-12-21T23:34:00.002+08:00

Today i suppose to wake up at 11am, alrdy set my alarm properly ley, ended up i not sure isit the alarm didn't ring, or i press the alarm away from snooze. that's why i wake up at 12plus. called jen told her that i am late, so will not be meeting them at bishan..

faster went perpare, than headed to bugis hawker center and meet Js, ter, danny, jon and adelric, hahas. after that went off to arcade. they are crazy can, i think they have alrdy addicted to the coin coin game =X & that game is just play for FUN kind.. laughs. funny* but they keep playing and playing non-stop. this time round jas nvr play much. last time she is the one played non-stop. now is others~ laughs

after arcade, head off to amk.. dined there, than some dramaic things happen. take bus tgth with adelric and home sweet home.

yknow what.... ): my phone sot sot again after i off and on =X OMG~ ahhhh, howhowhow.. -.-" same old problem, no network coverage again. shit man!! stupid phone i have~ now using the nokia one. seriously find that nokia more lasting can!! ugrhhhs, dunno what happen to my stupid phone again. lousy la. maybe going repair again -.-" WTH~ pissed. ))):

This song is nice =DD

2009-12-20T21:36:00.003+08:00

18Dec - sweet =D

2009-12-20T18:40:00.004+08:00

fri - working at the IT show? not really IT show la. just a normal road show selling LG laptop. ehhs, luckily got some friendly humans like john and the china man helping me if not i don't know i can really sell how much sia. thot of only getting the basic nia uh.. hahas. luckily still get to sold out 9laptop =DD Happy*

jen and ter with jen's family come to the it show for the audio hus sale. also come find me =D hahas, ask jen to pass me the com list and everything, show her the jacket i bought online. after that they went off, till a while after jas, danny, jon and alderic come look for me =D haahas than chatting awhile after that they went off.

well, working is not an easy task! i rmb got 1 customer, while i am serving him, he say my english is so singlish seh.. -.-" make me so malu la. he still correct my english while i am serving. he also ask me where did i learn my singlish -.-" i told him "school" ? hahahas. cause while growing up, alrdy use to speak singlish. i am not english expert ley. i also wanna improve my english but how?

there are also some customer super funny, because i didn't really wants to serve him 1st, than he see see look look go away, after walking a big round. he came back to my booth while i am having my lunch/dinner, i serve him a while, letting them know what the smart on thinggy. than say steady, we buy from u. laughs! after the guy go make his payment, his friend told me actually they walk one big round still think i look more friendly so came back buy from me =X hahahas. thanks ah, another commission earn=DD

not much to mentions also. ehs, after the show end, i went to get my invoice and everything. checked how much i sold, than bring home. home sweet home