Hello. my hair sucks seriously
School is starting tomorrow and i still not yet prepared anything yet, i wasn't really all yet to go school, was being tease by my dad too. They know i have been rotting at home since holiday started, almost using computer day to night. they were like OYAY!! school starts tomorrow for me.
Alright, i shall feel the same way too, OYAY!!! school is coming, everything is changing. timetable suck to the max! what a pathetic timetable we had got. well done TP!! you know( it's the facts)
The timetable was like so tiring, we need to attend lesson in 3 different school in every weeks, worst is most of the time ended quite late. BUT there is still some part which makes me feel like going to school because i can be with my friends!! also i can get to see *him
Every instinct in my body is telling me not to do so, which make me afraid of doing it. great! i admit, i am coward/timid. every positive thinking is going against negative ones. i can't find any reason for me to act bravely. you know there will be times where every mind of thinking is going against each of them which totally influence your mind into negative thoughts. this is exactly how i feel. i can't find any reason to be love and in love again, all my thoughts is telling me to stop loving and wait for the better one to come in the future. its kind of creepy but serious what will i gain other than hurts. its kind of obvious, i don't belong in this issues, not anymore. shall put a fool stop to this point and get straight to the next paragraph. i am sure i can do a better job =D
